I really don't understand how God can still love me. I'm such a horrible person and I'm reminded of that every day. If I didn't have Him in my life I have no clue where I'd be but I know it would not be good. I really need to get my priorities straight. I've been such a procrastinator lately and I'm so lazy all the time. I do things I know that I shouldn't do all the time. Every day. I feel like such a horrible person. When I fail I'm reminded of God's grace and I'm comforted but I still feel sooo amazingly awful. The Bible does say that if you really hate your sin it's a sign of salvation so I guess I should be encouraged. It's really easy to get bummed though, but I just remember that God is always there and He will forgive me. I am proud to say that I'm a child of the King.
Right now I really love this song. It's exactly how I feel.
It's Beautiful - Eleventyeven
I wish that You would tell me how
You know me well and want to be together.
Falling short and faded out
but You keep making gardens in this desert.
despite the grace that I dismiss
forgiveness was the catalyst
to penetrate my heart with what is true
It's beautiful
You can turn mistakes to miracles.
The way that You still love me after all
It's beautiful.
Redeem the years I've thrown away
I'm ready to make good on what I've wasted.
I'm asking You to shape my heart,
I wanna be Your work of art.
Cause when You change me and make me more like You
It's beautiful
You can turn mistakes to miracles.
The way that You still love me after all
It's beautiful.
So help me God forbid
I never take for granted
This endless gift You give.
It's beautiful
You can turn mistakes to miracles.
The way that You still love me after all
It's beautiful
I wish that You would tell me how
You know me well and want to be together
Saturday, December 1, 2007
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4 comments:
Never say that you're a horrible person... cause your not, you're pretty darn awesome if you ask me... everybody feels that way at some point i'm sure though... God is amazingly awesome and I can't imagine what I'd be like without Him in my life :]
I've never heard that song, I should listen to it
like Nina said ur not a horrible person and yes God is the greatest thing that could ever happen 2 us...
so don't think ur a horrible person...cuz i dont think u are...the song i never heard it...or them...i shall hear them now...:)
I disagree with both of them two. ^^
We're all horrible people - and that's why we need Jesus. That's the whole reason Christ came down to earth to be born and die, was because we are horrible people and we all need a savior.
Jesus Christ is quite the amazing one, eh?
God chose to die to be in you. to be with you. he loves you so intimately. and if someone were to dare say you were horrible Jesus would so rebuke them!
remember: you're not who you are by what you do, rather who you are in Jesus determines what you do....I've always had a problem with that... :)
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