I wish I was born in the 80s

But, I wasn't. I was born in lame-o 1993.

I'm a huge Relient K fan, and I've only been to 1 show. That's it. ONE. I've only been to one show because I'm 14 and didn't start going to concerts until last year. I can't drive, so I can't drive myself to shows, my parents don't like concerts so the only time I get to go is when I go with this one family (the Alfonsos), and if it's within an hour from me because my parents don't like some other family to drive me farther than that. That's GAY.

I'm going to a Relient K concert on Saturday. What am I getting them as a gift? A stupid book I made, some candy and a penguin. I wanted to get them all something super fantastic but I can't because...I'm 14. I don't have a job. Since I don't have a job, I don't have any money to buy any super fantastic gifts so I can only get them some candy that was 5 bucks and a stupid 10 dollar penguin...and a crappy book I made myself. That's also GAY.

When I go to an eleventyseven concert, I get to hang out with the guys before and after the show and it's really awesome. Now, I know that Relient K and Eleventyseven concerts are completely different...but if I were older I would have been going to Relient K concerts for a long time and I would have met them a few times and they might know who I am, and it would have been awesome.

I would have been able to stay afterwards at the RK show I went to this summer because it was in a wal-mart parking lot, and there was only a couple hundred people there. I would have gotten to meet ALL of them...but what happened? My friend's brother (who took me there) was bored and wanted to leave right when it was over. I had to go with him because I can't drive (I'm 14). Guess what? It wasn't really over when we left. After they were done, they came back up bc people were cheering and they started playing Sadie Hawkins Dance. SADIE HAWKINS DANCE!!! A classic RK song...the song that made me love them and I couldn't stay and watch it because I had to leave with my friends brother because he was bored. So, as we were walking to the car, I was hearing the sound of that oh so amazing song...fading...away.

So now, I'm going to a concert on Saturday, and there's probably going to be a TON of people there, so there's really only a slight chance that I'll get to meet even ONE of the amazing members of my favorite band.

I know, I'm just jealous of the very few people that actually get to hang out with Relient K at concerts. Jealousy is a sin. I need to stop. It's just really hard. UGH. What is my problem?? Why am I so upset about this? I have no clue.